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My goals for the summer:

1. Get a job or two.

2. Learn how to play the guitar.

3. Develop a new style for myself.

(This one only makes sense to me in my head.)

4. Get a bike, preferably a beach cruiser

and ride around everywhere.

5. Lose weight.

6. Travel to at least 5 states.

7. Read more the "classics" this summer.

8. Write something everyday.

9. Start a photo project for myself to complete.

(I have a few ideas already, but I would like input!)

10. Meet as many new people as I can.

11. Be more aggressive in my love life.

12. Trust people more.

Why do I have such a sinking feeling about this summer? I know I will pretty busy with stuff my stuff, but I feel like nothing exciting will happen on its own accord. I don't know how to explain it, but I just don't want to the summer and people to disappoint me and it will probably happen. I hate this stupid feeling. Feelings don't ever go away. Feelings stay until something triggers you to feel something else. I need that something. Come on! I just need some spice for the summer.

BTW Vampire Weekend. Free show. Central Park. A week after my birthday. I AM IN HEAVEN. and they are playing with Kid Sister and that's awesome. I am going to M.I.A, VW now, probably Cold War Kids, at least the Pitchfork Festival or the All Points West festival. I am going to as many cheap/good/free shows as possible and I am excited about that stuff. 

Some other stuff... not so much.

Time for sleep.

Listen to: dkjsfljhlfszhljhdgzkj (analyze that. and listen)