Tuesday, July 1, 2008

pilotez un cerf-volant sur votre plage

I want to know the age in which
I stopped liking Toy R US anymore.

I want to know the age in which
I started to think my parents could get annoying.

I want to know the age in which
I started to love reading again.

I want to know the age in which
I stopped listening to certain music.

I want to know the age in which
I stopped trying to catch the first firefly of the summer.

I want to know the age in which
I started thinking that High School was a waste.

I want to know the age in which
I started to defy the things I thought were truths.

I want to know the period in time
before sex could mean nothing.

I want to remember the times in my old house.

I want to know the age in which
I stopped being afraid of the dark.

I want to know the age when
I started to flirt.

I want to remember the time in which
I fell in love with a book for the first time.

I want to remember the time
I started to ride my bike.

I want to find a time when people are
completely honest which each other.

All things that were in my head last night as I went for a walk. At 2 AM. Why can I never sleep? I think too much. I went for a walk. It's not like I am sad or anything. I just can't stop thinking. That's who I am as a person. I wanted to ride a bike. I need to buy one very soon. I need that feeling back. Riding a bike is such a great feeling. So after my walk, I took a very long shower and then just lay wake in my bed for a few minutes thinking about all the statements above.

I drifted off to sleep and had a wonderful dream. I was on a beach and I saw a kite down the beach a little and went for it. I said, what the heck, let's fly it. So I ran until I got the kite in the sky. I stayed there for a while, taking in the calmness of the waves and the gently breeze on my face. I was at peace. I decided to stop and when I has finished, I turned around and all my best friends were there. It was weird. It instantly became night and we chilled around a bonfire, talked and laughed until we had to go home. I woke up right after we said goodbye and I walked down the beach away from them. Great dream.

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