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Weird night. That's the best way of putting it, but I did realize a lot tonight. These ideas in my head are things I knew were there, but I didn't want to admit to quite yet, but I have to. It's over. In more ways than one. I tried. I really did, but there is a difference between things that can't be changed about someone and things that are always there and you seem to be afraid to change or don't want to change. It's not good to dwell. I learned that in many ways this week. So I keep on moving. Still trying to find myself and what I love in this so called life of ours. I might not find what I'm looking for, but I know damn well that I'm gonna keep looking until I've found something.