aveugle.

I have made a few steps in the right direction.

I have to stop being insecure. It will be my downfall.

I tell myself I am going to be truly honest from now on,

but I get worried about people's reaction when the truth comes up.

I can't keep doing that anymore. I have to be honest.

Not that,

sarcastic-that's-how-Winslow-deals-emotions-besides-happy honest,

but complete honesty. Completely blind, filled with no biased opinions

and maybe I will be happier with myself and other people if I am that way.

It is worth a try because I really have been an emotional roller coaster

this past month and people have realized it.

I'm doing it to myself and I have to stop.

This is the last time I am saying that I have to change.

If I fall behind, someone please punch me a few times or just tell me.

On that note, I am upset for the sheer fact that everyone has

this preconceived notion about me.

Everyone has this image in their head about what I am supposed to be

and if I get of the regular formula that is me,

I am at fault and that's not fair at all.

I need to break out of that this summer.

I will change. I promise you that.

But in this case, I'm not the only one

that has to re evaluate some things.